In the world have the sky
When I cry I have you
In my eye look at you
But you never look at me..


How I wish I could trun bak time
To the days when he was mine
To the days when our hearts were one,
When our clocks of love had just begun
How I wish I could turn back time
When his love seemed like a crime
When he held me tight for o’ so lone
When his voice was my favorite song
But the hands of time cannot go back
And I must learn to face the fact
His new life has no room for me
Yes… still I love him secretly..
If only the world could see what I feel
then would the world , know who I am
I’ve loved, lost and feared the word
For it is sometimes too much to bare
Control!, power, is what I fear
For I am weak inside and full of pain
I shout and cry, but knowing
there is nobody there to hear me
I swallow the shame and anger
that lies beneath me
I am lost to reality and living in time
though I am struggling through life
and all that is offers , I am only human
and that is makes me….me
still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure
that I have earned, but realize that, I have
not yet overcome the world’s greatest challenge
love, and how to accept it
I am ready to face my fears.
